I am a 20 year old male that grew up never even thinking about being with another man. I was always interested in woman. My first girlfriend started in my junior year of high school. She is with me to this day has no clue that I cheated on her with a bbc about 6 months ago. My girlfriend is very conservative, she is waiting till marriage for sex, very religious, and I did not grow up like that. Since I have been with her for 3 years, going on 4. We haven’t had sex and she has made me more religious, which I haven’t had much of an issue with. However, she believed that watching porn was cheating in our relationship, I did not agree, I tried explaining to her that I have needs and they need to be met. That porn is just a way that I can fulfill those needs, since she will not. She did not agree with me and that was the end of the discussion. I did not watch porn for a couple months until I finally caved in. I needed a way to relieve myself and since she was waiting for a marriage that would not come for a long while, I needed it. My favorite was BLACKED, their videos are so hot, especially the ones when the gf or wf is with the husband and then she cheats the same day. I found cheating an attractive kink. However, while watching BLACKED one day, I started to look more at the cock than the woman. I could not believe the sizes of these men, and the reaction from the woman taking it only turned me on more. I started to fantasize about bbc and even talk to strangers on Reddit or sniffles. I only looked for bbc. I would start sending them pics of my ass and mouth or anything that they would want to see from me, they would tell me what they would do to me but that was it. Until one day this guy on Reddit I was talking to asked where I lived, I told him and he also lived locally. He gave me a date and time, it was at a local malls parking lot. I couldn’t resist to be honest. I agreed on the meeting and my gf had no idea of it. When we met and parked our cars side by side I was soo anxious and turned on at the same. I have never done anything like this before and I was still with my loyal gf but that didn’t stop me. I got into the back of his car and we started talking, I explained how I never have done this before and he was a very nice and patient guy, which made me want his cock even more. After some time of him talking to me and getting my nerves down. I started to caress his thigh, he pulled down his grey sweatpants and showed me his massive bbc print through his boxers. I teased it and kissed his cock through his underwear. He then pulled down the boxers and I wasted no time taking in his cock in my mouth and being a complete cock slut for him. He would talk down to me while I bobbed up and down on his lovely delicious cock, that only turned me on more. He would pull his bbc out of my mouth and slap it on my face. He would order me to like his balls all the way to the tip of his cock and since he also knew that I was in a relationship. He would tell me things like “I wonder what your poor gf would think about this” or “Does your gf know how cock hungry you are”. To be honest, this only turned me on even more. I never would have thought I would be in a strangers backseat of a car sucking his bbc while I was in a relationship. After sometime of taking his cock eagerly, he told me to bend over the center console, which I did with no hesitation. He then pulled down my sweatpants and boxers and started fingering and eating my ass. I fuckin loved that, just reminiscing turns me on lol. While he was playing with my ass he would call me a slut for bbc. The humiliation and name calling just kept turning me on. He then instructed me to start sucking his cock again and position my ass in a way where he can still finger me. As I sucked his lovely cock, he fingered me, slap my ass hard, and face fucked me. When he eventually finished, I did not let him finish in my mouth, which I regret. When he was done, I went back in my car with my ass being sore and spit all over my mouth and neck. I went back to my dorm and was so happy to see that none of my roommates were home, I took a shower and sent him a video of me fingering myself and finishing at the same time which is still a shock to me. I texted him about how much I miss his cock and that we should meet up again soon. Later that same day I went on a date with my gf at the mall and she had no clue that I was being a lil cheating slut for bbc a couple hours prior.
Present day I do not talk to the guy on Reddit anymore and I try to not watch porn because I have proven that I am capable of going out and cheating but I must not let it get to that point again. I read more kinky stories on here or other places to try and fill my pleasures but to be honest, I miss where I was 6 months ago when I was being used in a strangers car. I miss bbc and everyday I can feel myself slowly going back to that place where I wanted something and went out and got it. I still feel bad for cheating but she has no idea of it. I don’t really know what to do.
Sorry that this was long, never done anything like this before. It kinda turned me on reliving all of it. Thanks for the read and enjoy the rest of your day.
Present day I do not talk to the guy on Reddit anymore and I try to not watch porn because I have proven that I am capable of going out and cheating but I must not let it get to that point again. I read more kinky stories on here or other places to try and fill my pleasures but to be honest, I miss where I was 6 months ago when I was being used in a strangers car. I miss bbc and everyday I can feel myself slowly going back to that place where I wanted something and went out and got it. I still feel bad for cheating but she has no idea of it. I don’t really know what to do.
Sorry that this was long, never done anything like this before. It kinda turned me on reliving all of it. Thanks for the read and enjoy the rest of your day.
